Once again, school is back in session!

Ah yes, school is back and im kind of relieved because I find that I actually like learning now that things have began making alot of sense to me. The best part is that this is going to be the last year for me since I am now in grade 12 and will graduate this year yet I'll still have to take nightschool or summer school to get my physics 12 credit since there was no room left for it. Another reason why I'm glad school is back this time around is because I actually have friends to come back to instead of always being the new kid due to continuous housing relocation due to my parents and there ongoing problems(if its not one thing its another but its alot better that it was before).
I find it kind of strange tho because I always thought grade 12 would be the best year ever now that I am bigger than everyone else (not to mention a bit stronger from the summer workouts) and because I am older but I don't feel that way, instead I feel stressed for time and worried about my future like where my decisions are going to lead me! WHAT WILL I DO!! I DON'T KNOW! AHHH! Well for now anyways the plan is to get all the requirements for the electricians ticket , work a couple years, then go back to university as a mature student so that I don't gotta have a 90% average which is totally outrageous since many of these kids graduated with diplomas and degrees cant find decent jobs unless they get lucky in a foreign country(I know cause many co-workers of mine are university students).
Hmm.. So I wanna go to bed now but here's a quick recap of miscellaneous things in my life.... I get my big cheque tommorow which should be like $600-$700 CDN. I am hiring a personal trainer names Terry Lee(Asian/Caucasian ethnicity like myself) to work out a program to gain me mass and not strength and also so I don't hurt myself like the billions of other rookie casualty's seen in the gym daily. I am now head of my schools computer maintenance team. I GOT A TOP LOCKER!! WOOT!! I am in studio drawing and painting 12 and I freaking kick ass at real life drawing with charcoal now after a couple years of practice. Oh and last but not least I'm gunna buy a vending machine and eventually establish a vending route that will pay for my living expenses and leave all the money earned from work as an electrician to invest into real estate.
**OK! Well im very tired, fatigued, and have bloodshot eyes from lack of sleep so I'm am going to count sheep now l8r!**