Resentment
I HATE MY PARENTS!!!! I resent them so very much not only because of all the hardships they make me endure but because when they get into a argument I somehow am always receiving flak while not causing any trouble myself. I am extremely sick of such treatment and am unable to forgive my parents for what they have done to me.
(so this is what happened) All week I toiled to create a portrait of my deceased grandmother in the prime of her life during my art class and took much pride in it. Once finished, my art 12 teacher gave me a 100% mark on it and I took it to the mall for a framing job which costed me $60. When I got home my father was not there so I thought maybe he was working overtime. It was 8pm, I was at the gym, my father came home drunk and arguing with my mother all throughout the night incessantly. The next day I was coming back from a great day at school and my mother comes up to me and told me some lady called me regarding a job. She also mentioned that she ripped my portrait of my grandmother because she was angry with my father. At this point, I was furious, I began swearing and pacing quickly on my way home to see the damage done. She took the time to remove it from its frame then rip it down the center and finish it off by crumpling it and leaving it in the garbage. This was it, I told myself that I had had enough of this and began trashing the house. I threw the stereo set across the room, knocked over the bikes, toppled the kitchen table, flipped over the couches, and other property damage to calm me of my pent up anger. Both of my parents are to blame for these actions, my father for getting drunk and becoming disorderly, and my mother for being an insane --->(insert the worst labels you can think of here)<--- **** I will still send the portrait to Montreal because I worked too hard to not do so. I am going to leave the premises of my home for my parents to come back to because I want them to understand just how fucking pissed off I am at their childish behaviour and to keep them from damaging my property ever again. I dont like to act this way but this is the only way I seem to be able to get a point across to them. Fighting fire with fire.****

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