Feeling great but suffered a loss.

Today, for the first time in quite a while, I feel great. There are a variety of reasons for this. At school, with all my academic courses, I am getting very good marks in my senior year in highschool and am actually learning important skills and developing very strong political views from my fantastic History, English, and Law teachers. I find that I am increasingly getting better at debating issues of current events(possibly because I practice my debating skills on my dad when he is drunk). Another reason why I am in such a good mood is that I feel so healthy and have so much more energy because I have been getting sleep and eating nutricious foods. At least now I will have the energy to cause mischief with some buddys in the neighbourhood. The last reason I can think of for all this positivity is that people have been complementing me on how I have grown in size and height. I even have a boxer that has been working as a boxer/coach in the light weight leagues for 12 years now that has requested me to train him for mass training so that he can go up a weight class in boxing. This, I found was quite flattering.
Here is the tragic news I received late at night on November 14(I always seem to have lots of this). Two days ago, my Grandmother(Claire Brophy) passed away after spending months in the hospital. I never got to see her before she passed and will most likely have lots of regret because of all the great stories I have heard from grievers about my grandmother and not truly knowing my ancestors. In a way, its a good thing that she is no longer with us because I would not have wanted her to suffer the pain. Lately, for some strange reason, even though I am not a believer in religion or a higher power, I have been looking up and having this strange feeling that someone is watching me.
****Anyways, I guess my ecstasy for today has depleted because my parents just came back home and they are screaming and hollering at each other about something that has to do with milk, a phone, and money. I'm gonna go get the goods on exactly what went down here and possibly play some mind games on them. Till next time*****