Shy guys paranoia

Lately I have been a bit paranoid. No, not about the government taking me away at night but girls. In my English 12 class I will be doing my work when I get a strange feeling that someone is watching me and so I take a quick glance around the classroom. Sure enough, a girl from across the room is staring in my direction but quickly takes notice of this and turns away. It happens quite often and I catch her on a regular basis doing so. Also, she will try to spark a conversation with me whenever things get quiet, wear my jacket when I am not, or copy my homework when I leave it lying around. Even if she did like me, its not that I don't like her, its that I am rather shy and frankly I don't need to be getting in any relationship now because of my financial status, parents(mother is weird about me having a girlfriend), and a group of friends who may tease.
This is not the only occasion when stuff like this happens. I was at a vending machine buying some coffee when I noticed a young Asian girl purposely trip and grab hold of me. That same girl is always talking to me and I have no clue what her name is still. I get this even at the grocery store where the cashier told me that she would tell Karen that I stopped by. I told her I did not know a Karen but she insisted that we were very fond of each other.
I am not sure what this feeling is because I don't regularly have this happen to me as I avoid social interaction with new people. Usually I keep my nose in the books or on the computer in my spare time but this has been driving me crazy to the point that I can nolonger concentrate in school. I've got a feeling that all this new attention is because of all the training I've been doing with my personal trainer in the gym. Now that I have become much more filled out in the upper body I have been feeling much more confident about myself and am nolonger insecure about wearing short sleeve shirts.
****Well its pretty late so I must finish up physics work and fill out applications for jobs since mine is slow at the moment.****

Brophisoft.net Expiring

I just received a letter from my hosting service and my domain registrar that Brophisoft.net's license will be expiring soon. I will reactivate the website after I start working again. I have been have spent all my time studying for English 12 and Math 12 provincial tests and have been keeping on a low budget. The other reason for not immediately re-registering my website is that my parents have recently bought a new minivan and townhouse. Since they have spent all their money I know they are going to be stingy when it comes to the grocery bills and I refuse to lower my daily food intake.
Having my own website was a good learning experience for me as I would not have been motivated to learn web programming on my own time. If I had not had a site to tool around with, I would have never started to do freelance webdesign. I will continue to keep journal entry's in my blog since its a form of therapy to me(my other form of therapy is listening to the beatles).
***Anyways, I am going to go pickup some groceries, see if any work is available this week at the Sheraton hotel, and read my macleans magazine to bone up my political opinion for law class.***